i have a new xanga site, finally after a year of being here, how strange?

it's  http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=burningman

i hope this works

God bless you all,

much love, ben

GOD IS DOING AWESOME THINGS.  LAST WEEK A GUY CAME TO THE HOUSE LOOKING FOR HELP. HE WAS HOMELESS AND HOOKED ON METH.  WE TOOK HIM IN, AND PRAYED WITH HIM AND GOD SET HIM FREE. THE SAME NITE HE HAD A DREAM WHERE HE SAW THE LORD, HE WOKE UP AND WE TALKED WITH HIM AND HE GAVE HIS LIFE OVER T0 JESUS. 2 DAYS LATER WE ARE PRAYING FOR THE SICK IN CHURCH, AND I GO UP THERE WITH HIM, GOD GIVES PASTOR MATTHEW AND SOME ONE ELSE THE SAME WORD OF KNOWLEDGE THAT GOD IS HEALING SOMEONE WITH HIV. SO I'M PRAYING WITH HIM, ALL OF THE SUDDEN HE GETS REAL HOT, AND HE CANT HOLD HIS BALANCE, BAM! THE POWER OF GOD HITS HIM AND HE'S ON THE FLOOR.  HE SAID HE FELT LIKE A HEAT GO THRU HIM, AND I KNOW AND BELIEVE THAT GOD HAS HEALED HIM. HALLELUJAH!

AGAIN 2 DAYS AGO, WE HAD A PRAYER MEETING AND THE LORD IS JUST THERE SO MUCH, I'M LEADING WORSHIP AND THIS GUY GETS HEALED OF PAIN OR SORENESS IN HIS BODY INSTANTLY! GLORY!!!  TO GOD GOES ALL THE GLORY. BECAUSE WE CAN HEAL NO ONE, WE HAVE NO POWER TO SAVE OR DELIEVER ANYONE, BUT IT IS THE SPIRIT OF GOD THAT MOVES IN US AND DOES THE IMPOSSIBLE.

I AM ALSO LEARNING TO DIE. I REALLY DONT CARE FOR THE THINGS OF THE WORLD ANYMORE, EVEN INNOCENT THINGS. ALL I WANT IS THE LORD, TO BE IN HIS PRECENSE CONSTANTLY. AWAY WITH THE WORLD AND GIVE ME THE CROSS, GIVE ME DEATH, FOR I WANT TO BE CRUCIFIED WITH CHRIST , AND I WANT HIM TO LIVE HIS LIFFE THRU ME.

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH AND WILL TALK TO HIM ABOUT YOU. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, SO MUCH LOVE . GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

LOVE, BEN

now that i have graduated from the dicipleship program, i really dont know what to do. i feel like i'm being pulled in different directions, but i know that i will follow Jesus, before i follow anything else. oh God i dont know what to do. help! help!  help.

crazy times , time of your life, lives changed, change clothes, clothed in glory, glo in the dark, dark age ,age limit, limited edition, edit or crop, crop field, field of dreams, dreams and visions, visions of blood, bloody sunday, sunday morning, mourning death, death machines, machines of grace, grace flows down, downtown los angeles, angels protecting, protection from guilt, guilty minds, minds on fire, burn baby burn!

HELLo out there! i am graduating the hope for homeless youth dicipleship ministry today. it feels weird cos i've only been here like 7 1/2  months and the whole thing is like a year long, but i guess the Lord thought that i was ready to move on and i think i know where. please pray for me that the Lord will guide me and lead me to where he wants to take me and use me.  i miss all my old friends, but God has given me fathers and mothers and even more brothers and sisters. so i am thankfull for that. i love you all that pray and think about you often.

 love,

benji

hELLO WHOEVER READS THIS, HAPPY NEW YEAR!  I HAD A GREAT cHRISTMAS WITH HOPE FOR HOMELESS YOUTH. WE ALL GOT LIKE $10 DOLLARS TO BUY 99 CENT GIFTS AT THE 99 CNET STORE, IT WAS GREAT. THE NEXT DAY STEVEN THE HOME DIRECTER TOOK ALL OF US OUT TO GO SEE LORD OF THE RINGS 2 AND IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT YET, YOU MUST. IT'S FANTASTIC!  NEW YEARS WAS A BLAST TOO. WE WENT OUT TO COLORADO BLVD AND DID AN OUTREACH TO THE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE OUT THERE GETTING DRUNK AND WASTED. WAS A GREAT TIME. I PRAY THAT YOURS WAS AS GOOD IF NOT BETTER. 

OH YEAH I CRASHED INSIDE THE TARGET PARKING LOT AND CAUSED A LOT OF DAMAGE, IT WAS LIKE A MOVIE, I WAS SCARED BUT EXCITED. I WAS WITH THIS NEW RUSSIAN GUY NAMED LIOCKA, HE'S THE FUNNIEST GUY EVER, HIS ACCENT JUST ADDS TO HIS FUNNINESS. ANYWHO, THERE WAS FIRE AND SPARKS AND SCREECHES AND SCREAMS, IT WAS AWESOME.

GOD BLESS, LOVE YOU ALL,

-BENJI